Iam sorry it took me soo long, but I needed to have a break from all this trying to be a mummy.
We went on holidays to Spain, Barcelona and had a wonderful time, I was hoping to come back pregnant but it looks like my time to be a mum is going to take longer than normal.
I am back with a lot more optimism and hope that my next treatment with the infertility clinic will help us have a little bundle of joy.
I am waiting to get a call with the go ahead to start this month, if everything turns out alright I will have my answer by the end of the month, if not, then it will take a few more months as we have to pay for treatment and is getting really expensive.
So love to all and I will be back with more news in no time.
The Prometrium didnt work and so AF started right on time, now we are finally going ahead with the fertility treatment. The Dr will call to let us know when to go in. Iam very excited and at the same time dont want to get my hopes up.
What will be will be. Thanks yo all of you for the lovely comments and hope to come back with better news, thanks for reading my blog and I hope all your wishes comes true. with love, havana
You won´t beleive what I´m going to do, I just been researching about pregnancies and its connection with the moon phases, I seriously think that most women will be ovulating with or after the New Moon (which is going to be in a couple of days) and AF should come around the Full Moon,(2 weeks later) so all this years since I have been TTC AF is on New Moons and viceversa and it makes it imposible for me to get pregnant naturally.
Now Iam going to do a little test on myself, I am taking Prometrium from today 2 days before AF arrives, I will delay my own AF for 1 and a half week and let it start with the Full moon, hopefully that will change my cycle. That is the least I could do, this is our last month before the treatment, I it will cost lots of money, so if I could do anything to try on our own then I will do it. I´ll back in 2 weeks.
The last time I logged in I was waiting to find out if a pregnancy test will work but it was negative.
Right now I´m trying to distract myself and let nature take its course, I am kind of getting a bit depressed about this whole deal.
I´m exercising hard and meditating, that should sort me out, Its a bit difficult to fit everything in when you are exercising and thats why i wasnt doing it for a long time, but i need to get myself in good shape, ihave been having leg cramps during the night and i m worry, my belly its becoming more rounded with all the fat stored in there, so have to loose that belly asap.
Hopefully next cycle its a different story and I will be able to tell happier things for now my life its just boring.
Well the waiting started, I am to find out in about 7 days what is the veredict, to be or not to be, hope that its a positive, I got a good feeling about this cycle but fingers cross anything is possible, I just want it to be.
