I was dared to kiss a guy at a party and with the help of alcohol and my friends encouragement i actually did it. My boyfriends really hurt and i don't know what to do. Please help. Im in really deep.

hey darls the first thing i have to ask you is - what sort of friends do you have???how could they push you to do something they must have known was going to cause you pain? im guessing youre pretty young....all you can do is really really apologise ,say it will never happen again (and mean it) and wait to see if he accepts that...if he does ...you are going to have to work hard to get his trust - be prepared for him feeling angry and hurt - he may want to hurt you back - if youre going to work through this you both need to be prepared to talk it through then move on-if he doesnt want to accept your apology then i guess you have just learnt a very hard lesson - ask your self what you want from life , friendships , relationships and live by what you believe in - dont fall for that sort of silliness again - goood luck