I am new to the site, but wish i found you sometime ago, I have lost 25 pregs all m/c all diff stages, from 8weeks to 38 weeks!! and all b4 24th bday (abused child + hubbys)now 29, no period since last m/c nov 7th 2001, no kids, produce milk all time, and hate my self and life! The docs just give me pill after pill, say i am depressed, no I have bi-polor, but they do not care, I want a babe, everyone around me can, even those that spend all their time moaning bout the child.


missing all my babies

what your going thu sound terrible. i too have suffered misscarriages 8 all together and i have 2 wonderfull children now i am expecting again, i had 2 mscgs before my son then 4 after and befor my daughter then one in august. it really does take it out of you but seeing a specialist made me feel worse cuz he said that as far as he was conscerned id only had 3 which really annoyed me im the one who went thru it.
wow 38 weeks that must have been eally hard and im pround to say that you have come thru it and are helping others.
all your babys know they are loved thats the main thing, have you tried accupuncture one of my friends was having a really tough time but she stopped everything took herbal meds accupuncture and had a holiday before she knew it she was pregnant but she kept seeing her herbalist and the hosp delivered her early and she has a lovely baby girl now.
mail me anytime x

"Many hugs "

I really feel for you hun, and am sending you loads of hugs, best wishes and healing thoughts.

I myself have recently suffered a stillbirth I got to 40 weeks then went 7 days over my due date! We naemd him Baby James Peter and he was and is the most handsome baby I have ever seen!

Its so hard to come to terms with it all, but what has helped me is going for healing, my Mum is a healer and it has helped me so so much. They do healing at Spiritualist centers and healing centers, just go along to one and they should have some information up about when they do it.

You've got to start loving yourself, do things you enjoy and know your babies would only want you to be happy and healthy. Life is so short and yes you have so much to live for.

Think of all the positives in your life, banish the bad stuff that has happened to the past where it belongs. Now is a new future for you and you can do anything as long as you put your mind to it.

You WILL be happy again, I just know it. I am sending you lots of Hugs, Best Wishes and Healing thoughts Now.

Natalie xxxx