Hi, I M/C early December,iv been having pannick attacks ever since, My doctor has given me 100mg of Lustral to take a day, i feel numb i dont feel sad but i dont feel happy either i just feel very numb, has anyone else been given these? is it normal to feel like this? im not even sure how i feel to be honest.

i m/c end of nov. I've felt a whole range of emotions but always had the feeling that the worse was to come, like it hadn't really hit me. I think this week it did after my friend gave birth, altho really happy for her it suddenly hit me that my baby had gone forever and it was like the first time i had thought this. Have had some horrible thoughts this week, feeling worthless and so sad. I have to say i'm feeling a bit brighter today and am due to go on holiday next week so am hoping that getting away from it for a bit will help. If not i may see my gp or look into some counselling when i get back.
I think it's perfectly normal and the fact that you have recognised it and have done something about it is a good sign. I think if we ignored it then that becomes a problem.

Thinking of you and Paula too, we will be fine it just takes some time to recover and everyone is different.
love Rach x x x

hiya honey, i had my m/c at end of Dec and went back to work 2 weeks later. Today i have been signed off sick again with depression as i was starting to have panic attacks at work. I haven't been given Lustral though, i've been prescribed Citalopram. I'm not really sure how i'm feeling at the mo. I just can't seem to get my head around the emotions i'm feeling. The doc has given me a number to contact to see a counsellor. Have you considered seeing one? About being normal feeling like this, I think everyone is so different and learn to cope in different ways, so what is normal?? Don't ever think you are alone, the ladies on here are such a huge support. I don't know what i'd do without them! Feel free to pm me anytime or post on here.

Thinking of you
Take Care
Love and lots of hugs
Paula xxx

hiya hun, my mums been prescribed lustral, apparently theres very little chance of side effects on that particular type, im sooo sorry to hear about your loss, its so hard to live through, i lost one myself at christmas.

I wish you all the best, you've got some great support on here, the ladies r amazing. take care

Hellen x