Hi,

I'm a 19 year old girl living in Ireland. I was with my first boyfriend for a month and a half and we used protection everytime we had sex but somehow I ended up pregnant. I didn't know until I had lost it at 3 weeks and I was devasted. However on check ups my doctor discovered I was pregnant again and was baffled because I've been on medication all my life which would mean it would be hard for me to have one child, let alone be pregnant for a second time. I have a lung condition and the doctors advised me to have an abortion on the grounds the pregnancy was a danger to me. I wanted badly to keep the baby but my now ex boyfriend changed and in the end told me he didn't believe me and said it was all a lie. I didn't know what to do, so I decided to go for the abortion - the thought of bringing my baby into it was too much. I had it this morning and now I regret it. I feel awful, I feel like I've murdered her. I'm angry at myself and her father. I don't know what to do. Any advise would be appreciated.

Sarah