a week ago today i passed and buried my baby. i was 10 weeks baby showed 8 weeks gesstation. my week has been ok infact for a couple of days i felt great thought i was getting back on track!!

until today i found a party invite that said claire and bump it just broke my heart. i went to my mums id also had a row with o/h which doesnt help!! i gave up smoking new year and found myself just want a ciggy i hated it and feel bad now for even having a puff. where i buried baby we stood a tall bright wind mill, there was no wind and as i sat there crying the wind mill turned!!! it upset me but made me feel like there spirit now runs free..... ill miss the baby that got away forever.

i have had unprotected sex since but i feel so different trying this time deep down i want it but im also sooo scared of going thru this again!! i feel like i got a phobia now my first was 10 weeks early spent 5 weeeks in special care and then my second ive miscarried. do people fall straight away and have healthy babies??

sorry to babble you girls have been great hope you all doing ok

lots of love xxx

hi there
im sorry a wk,longest wk of your life eh?i lost my baby nearly 7 wks ago,and it does get a little easier,thou i still have my bad days like when i thought id prepared myself for my period -not at all.there will always be something around that reminds you dats you no stuff like that,thou youll never forget you just sort of plod on.
i asked the lady who does the scans why,she said it could of been anything she said people can have misscarragies and have healthy pregnancys,even get caught straight away.(hopefully),i8 had my daughter whos 9 tried for another which was a eptopic and it took me 18 month for the one i just lost so i spose its life (get)
hope your ok tc linzi xxx