Hello there,

I guess I just need to share my pain with you guys because at the end of the day we are in the same boat. I have had 2 miscarriages in 3 years, both the same painful and heart broken but I've tried to think that it was a reason for that and I was happy I could help this little souls in their way to improvement, that if they only needed a few weeks in this world to grow in their spiritual lives I was happy I was their tool...
I find out last week I was pregnant again and it was the best moment of my life and I was sure this one was the one, but now I just don't feel pregnant anymore, I'm in my 5th week and I feel my body start to change again, going back at was it was before I found out I was pregnant. I'm so devastated, I can't endure another lost. Nobody apart from my husband nows, and I don't want to tell anybody I feel so lonely I just want to sleep so I don't think. I'm going to see the doctor now, but as far as I know nothing can be done until the 6th week, scan or anything. I have no bledding but I feel lonely inside...
Thanks for listening and I'm feeling for all those who are in the same situation. By for now!

Im so touched by youre story as im feeling the same right now. Ive had one ectopic, one miscarriage and im pregnant again. Im refusing point blank to get too attached to this baby, it sounds callous but i refuse to until i know its all ok. I havent told a soul except my husband as i learned that lesson last time. I dont even believe i am pregnant. I told my husband im sure its a false pregnancy or a molar one whatever its called. I dont feel pregnant at all, minus the lack of a period in a month i have no other symptoms. Except the swollen boobs, but even they have gone down lately. Last time at least i felt tired and indigestion, no sickness even then and i feel fine now too. The first test i took when i was already late came back negative. A week later it was positive. Im sure its my body playing tricks on me. Im certain im not even pregnant i dont feel full i feel just strange. I hope that we are both wrong and i hope that everything is fine for you. I guess ill find out in some weeks how things are going with me. Good luck please stay in touch

Hi,

How did it go at the doctors. I've just been today as I'm feeling just like you except I'm very sure I miscarried on Friday. Like you this will be my 3rd time but there is hope as I have also gone on to have 2 beautiful boys.


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Hi V, how are you? any news about your pregnancy? I hope everything went well.

Well I have some better news I got my scan yesterday and we heard the first heart bits so baby is fine, but the confusing bit is that even I found out that I had the date of my last period wrong it seems that I'm still one week behind of what I thought. I was prety sure I was on my week 7 (counting that my inicial calculation was wrong anyway) but I'm on my week 6 day 2 today and the midwife said that I could have ovulated late. So, meaning that I have to wait and see now, still very worried and I'll have another scan in 4 weeks time. The problem is than eveybody I speak to and tell them about the scan and the HCG levels seems to have a different opinion. Anyway, hope you are ok, thanks for replaying back and sorry it took me so long.
All the best!

Sandra
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