i was due to have my 20 weeks scan this week, i know 4 people with the same due date i had its just a constant reminder of what i should i be experiencing. other half doesnt seem to feel the pain now that i still feel. its hard to talk about with other people as i think they think your all ok now it was ages ago...

we been trying ttc ever since didnt happen last month im due on thurs well that will be 4 weeks since af im addicted to pregnancy tests wish i wasnt its torture but resorted to gettin them off net as was costing me a fortune. i got sore boobs and feel a little sick all the time but tryin not to get my hopes up....

hope your all coping ok, the good days are good now but the bad days are still bad...

its 10 weeks since m/c i feel like my heart is being ripped out every time i think about my baby that got away...

xxxx

hey there
id of been about 5 month now and im still finding it hard lifes so unfair but we need to just carry on hunny.me and my hubby havnt been trying this last 2 month as we were both so upset and it all came to a head.weve still been u no but just not using ov sticks and temping.i feel loads better for it and so is my hubby so when af shows this month were bk at it.i still cry when af does show and my due dates getting closer but i will susceed in this i will.and that makes me keep going


linzi xxxxxx

Life seems cruel when we are constantly reminded of what we haven't got.... is it my imagination or is it everywhere I look there's a pregnant woman hand in hand with her devoted partner!!!
I am struggling today, I wake up in the morning and just for a split second I have everything again, then the wave of reality hits me and I remember that I'm alone and I lost my baby, I should be coming up 25 weeks pregnant now and there are days when I still want to scream.

Don't be too hard on yourself thinking that people think you should be over it now, there are no time limits and a good friend will listen once or a hundred times, I know I would. I would rather a friend tell me that she feels rubbish and needs to talk than put on a brave face when inside they are falling apart...

You are making positive plans to have some amazing times ahead, this doesn't mean forgetting anything but finding a place for it.

I want my baby back, I want my life back too, I'm feeling sorry for myself today...when does this pain stop?
Love and hugs
xxx