well it has happned again i cant believe i ve lost two babies in 4 months.. i feel so numb right now,why is life so un fair at times?? will i ever complete my family? i feel so cross, i had morning sickness etc and every thing ive spent the last 6 months growing and losing babies not sure how much more i can take....

just wanted to say that I'm thinking of you...

so sorry hun,

you take care and let me/us know if you need us.

x

to hear what's happened

Take some time to get over this; my thoughts are with you

Lisa x

I'm really sorry to hear that this has happened to you again!!
My thoughts are with you.

Take care!

Rache x

I was realy sorry to read your message. I have read the previous ones and was hopping that it would be a false alarm this time..I realy dont know what to say honey, just hang in there and give youself some time to heal..my thoughts are with you

take care

tania

I'm so sorry, been following your posts and was really hoping it wouldn't turn out like this for you. Know there's nothing I can say really but just wanted you to know I'm thinking about you and here anytime if you need to talk.

Love and big hugs,
Clare xxx

thanks clare, ive woke up this morn stomach flatter and not pregnant any more, how your life can change and be turned upside down in 24 hours....last m/ i couldnt stop crying this time ive cried but been stronger is that wrong? i have a 2 year old and really dont want it too effect him like it did last time. i suppose once uve done it once you know what to expect, maybe.ill put on a brave face till every one a sleep at night and have my time then...

sorry hun not been on all day or would've answered sooner, no there's nothing wrong with feeling a little stronger in the way you deal with it this time, think you do have more of an idea what to expect and you may well deal with it differently this time as a result. It still hurts like hell, in fact in some ways it's worse the second time cos you're bound to wonder what you've done to deserve for this to happen more than once but the feelings you go through are less of a shock when you've already had to go through them once. You do need to let your feelings out sometime though, can totally understand you wanting to protect your little boy from seeing mummy upset again and I admire you for it but please don't bottle it up, you know we're here for the times you can let that brave face slip. I can't tell you how sorry I am this has happened again and I'm struggling to find anything to say that'll help, haven't forgotten for one minute how it feels to be where you are now and wish with all my heart things had turned out different for you. Don't hesitate to message if you need someone hun, will be thinking about you.

All my love,
Clare xxx