I'm 5/5 weeks pregnant, I had a miscarriage last year and was devastated.

Now I'm bleeding again. I have been since I found out I was pregnant, it's been coming and going and I've tried not to worry about it. Up until now it hasnt been anything heavy, just a bit of brown stuff. Now it's red, I've had a few small clots, still no pain but I think I know where this is heading.

I'm so upset, I've been so careful, eating the right things, drinking the right things, taking the right things and generally keeping as healthy as I can so what's wrong with me. It really isnt fair.

My partner keeps telling me it will all be alright and I really want to believe him but I guess I just dont feel pregnant any more. I feel like a failure again.

I'm sorry to go on, I just dont know what else to do at the moment, the waiting it killing me, life is so cruel sometimes isnt it?

Sarah. xx

I'm sat here with my mam, waiting to go to the doctors. I bled really heavily last night, it was just like my last miscarriage (fortunately a lot less painful). I dont hold out much hope but I guess I wont know for sure until I've seen the doctor.

Thanks for all your support guys, It really helps knowing your all out there when you just need some one to listen.

I'll let you know how I get on.

Sarah. xx

really sorry to hear you are still bleeding, i know a lady who was pregnant and she bled only slightly for five months of her pregnancy and she had a beautiful little girl, so it might not be what your thinking but please get yourself checked out on monday or if you are really worried go to a&e over the weekend do not sit there worrying yourself sick.
i know if and when i get pregnant again i'll probably worry myself silly but its only natural.
do not think of yourself as a failure IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT, it is just natures way of cruelly saying it isn't meant to be. i know that probably doesnt help, but it definately isnt anything you will have done.
i really do feel for you and no words anyone can say will help at the moment, just look after yourself and make sure you've got plenty of support from your partner.
take care
laura x

I am so sorry Sarah. However, not all bleeding means miscarriage. I have two friends who both had a bright red bleed before the 12 weeks and their pregnancies were fine. The doctors said it was just an implantation bleed. So dont give up hope just yet. Look after yourself, have a relaxing weekend and get a scan on Monday! Good Luck x