Hello everyone, I've just come back from the hospital. They gave me scan this morning and as I thought I've lost the baby. I'm heart broken for the second time - what the hell is wrong with my body? I know it isnt my fault but I still feel like a failure. It doesnt seem fair, I dont drink, I dont smoke, I eat healthily, I excercise my partner and I are both have good jobs, we earn good money and can afford to have a family so why cant we have one?

I was made more upset by the fact that I had to wait all weekend to see someone. By the time I had the scan there was nothing left to see and I almost felt as though they didnt believe I had even been pregnant at all.

The midwife at the hospital told me that I have to have another miscarriage before anything can be done to help me medically - the system is terrible. I just hope when I catch next time I dont have to go through this again.

I guess it's back to the starting line, hopefully my next pregnancy will go as it should.

Sarah. xx

I came home from the hospital on July 12th after giving birth to my beautiful son Jacob Bennett. I miscarried him after my water broke at 18 weeks. This was my second miscarriage. I too feel like something is wrong with my body. I also dont drink, smoke and try to eat healthy. My husband and I both work fulltime. I am waiting for test results and it is so hard to have to wait to find out what happened. But I still cant help think I could have done something different. Hoepfully bith are next pregnancies will go as they should. Amy

i'm so sorry to hear your sad news. life really is unfair!
i really don't know what else to say, just get lots of rest and just take your time before trying again.
why don't you book a holiday and get away from things.
i can't believe the midwife has said you need to have another miscarriage before anything can be done medically, that's just extremely insensitive.
hear to listen if you need to write another message.
take care
laura