Hi,

I'm 21 years old and last october i had an abortion, i was knocking on 22weeks so was very much pregnant - i got an abortion to keep my bf as he would be verbaly horrible to me during the pregnancy, it all changed when i started to show, to start off he'd say he'd support me what ever choice i made then it was a case of its not his and id be a giro mum etc etc, i tried to put it all to the back of my mind but my tummy just grew bigger by the day, I had to travel to london to have the termination,m i have never been so scared in all my life, that was the first time i had been put to sleep, everyday i hate myself for what i did to my baby, even more so to keep my bf who isnt the greatest and our relationship ( if you can call it that ) is a sham although it has its good days, If i coudl turn back time i would of chosen my baby over him, it may not have had everything but it would of had love.
My bf doesnt talk about anything let alone the abortion, i just want someone to talk to who has gone through the same situation.

shell

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