Ever since I have had my abortion I have felt so alone, I cry all the time and I regret it so much.

I know that there are so many of you that probably felt the same but its difficult to remember that when I'm sitting at home on my own. My boyfriend is annoyed at me because it seems like I don't care but I do so much it hurts, I just cant let it show too much otherwise I might break down completely.
Even writing this has made me cry. I wont ever feel good about what I have done but I need to feel like I will eventually come to terms with it.

How do you deal with so much pain and regret...

Hxx

Please try not to beat yourself up and believe me your not alone in any way, everyone on this site have been through one thing or another and can offer help, i've had loads of advise.

I had to terminate my pregnancy last week 9th nov due to the baby being very sick, i was 12 and 1/2wks, i think about it everyday and am stil grieving but i know it was the right decision.
For you at the time it was the right decision too, whether it was sick like mine or it wasn't the right time for you. I obviously don't know your reason and certainly would not judge anyones decision.

Maybe you could speak to you doctor who could put you onto a councellor, there will be many out there who could help i'm sure.

Can you talk to your boyfriend? Is he understanding and was he behind your decision? If so then i'm sure he'll be feeling upset also, i know my hubby was very stiff upper lip trying to be strong for me but he did cry when i went for the surgery. Men are like that, they don't show much emotion so maybe try and tell him how you feel and ask how he feels.
I know there is nothing you can do to turn back the clock but by being strong together you can get through it a lot better.

Please let me know how you get on.

Much love
Lucy XXXXX