Hello,
I was so sad to read your post - you remind me of myself at your age. I suffered from bulimia and anorexia from the age of 12 (I'm now 31) and to be honest I'm still recovering. That's why you need to stop now, while you feel you still can (although I suspect you might be kidding yourself there). Please get some help - go to your GP, a school teacher, anyone you feel you can trust (your GP is bound to a code of confidentiality). The blood you see is because you are irritating the lining of your stomach and/or throat. You are seriously at risk of rupturing either. There are also all sorts of other problems associated with making yourself vomit - some extremely serious. I don't want to scare you as obviously you are worried enough to have come here in the first place and therefore must have some understanding of the danger you are in...I now suffer from brittle bones, dizzy spells, hormone and vitamin deficiences, I almost ruptured my throat when I was 17 and it is highly unlikely that I can have children. And all because I wanted to weigh...well, whatever. If I could turn back the clock I'd take all the help people were trying to give me early on in my illness because now, the truth is, it's too late. But it's not too late for you - please, please please do this for me - just start eating a little more through the day and you may not feel the urge to binge at night - if you carry on the chances are it won't matter what you eat through the day, you'll still binge but you won't even know why. You can do this - stay strong, I don't know what else to say...let me know how you get on.

Ive started to makemy self sick after meals ...i dont eat mutch during the day and binge out at night feel bad and be sick ...then i start this circle again in the morning

I can stop anytime i want but i dont want to ...but i need some help to lose wight


Im so confuced i dont know if what im doing is right for me even if it does feel right


I dont know how i feel and cant talk to anyone who knows me about it


Help someone pleeeeeese


im 15

Hello,
I was so sad to read your post - you remind me of myself at your age. I suffered from bulimia and anorexia from the age of 12 (I'm now 31) and to be honest I'm still recovering. That's why you need to stop now, while you feel you still can (although I suspect you might be kidding yourself there). Please get some help - go to your GP, a school teacher, anyone you feel you can trust (your GP is bound to a code of confidentiality). The blood you see is because you are irritating the lining of your stomach and/or throat. You are seriously at risk of rupturing either. There are also all sorts of other problems associated with making yourself vomit - some extremely serious. I don't want to scare you as obviously you are worried enough to have come here in the first place and therefore must have some understanding of the danger you are in...I now suffer from brittle bones, dizzy spells, hormone and vitamin deficiences, I almost ruptured my throat when I was 17 and it is highly unlikely that I can have children. And all because I wanted to weigh...well, whatever. If I could turn back the clock I'd take all the help people were trying to give me early on in my illness because now, the truth is, it's too late. But it's not too late for you - please, please please do this for me - just start eating a little more through the day and you may not feel the urge to binge at night - if you carry on the chances are it won't matter what you eat through the day, you'll still binge but you won't even know why. You can do this - stay strong, I don't know what else to say...let me know how you get on.

Hi Hun,

I totally understand you and how your feeling i was very sick with anerexia for several years when i was younger. I'm now 25 it's a terrible illness and it affect's your body in a big way. Looking back i was perfect looking at 14 but i thought i was fat and the more i made myself sick or did not eat the fatter i seemed to look in the mirror, WHY?
It's controlling you the illness if you can't beat it.
I've beaten it at last and have been fine for 3 - 4 years now, but it does leave you with problems afterwards if you don't stop this soon, as i know to well.
I will help you through this if you need someone to talk to my email is nicci_mia@hotmail.co.uk. I would like to help you because i understand how your feeling babe and after feeling the way i did at your age i wish no other girl goes through the same thing.

Stay strong

i tried to email you but it wont let me

I am gratful for any advice

Im so unsure of what to do i know its bad for me but is it if it makes me feel good?

What side problems did it leave you with??

If you would like to email me at rhona_me@hotmail.co.uk

Also is it normal for there to be alot of blood when your sick

wb xx

.....this is not a good sign....you should visit your Gp asap.......if your vomiting blood then you could have ruptured the lining of your stomach!

Please visit the Drs.

Best of luck xxxx