Weight loss advice required

Hi it's Ania A. Shapiro here. I've been diligently reading through the comments left on my 'wannabe supermodel' thread on another forum, and I do understand that i am gorgeous and can be a supermodel, but i do have one and only one issue to address...being, my weight.

Now, y'all don't understand me and where i come from. i grew up in a spanish ghetto in tucson and my father Ed Friedland is a renowned musician and he inspired me to play music growing up - this eventuated in me being a jazz prodigy by age 4: the whole deal, recording studios, drum and trumpet first chair in sooo many all-state and all-city bands that it makes my head spin trying to comprehend it all... i was offered scholarships at age 7 to attend the local university, however, i had my sights set on juilliard... i thought i'd be first chair in the boston philharmonic orchestra and be rich and famous by now....

But now, however, fast forward 13 years and i'm just a university drop out washing dishes in boston, however, i do believe i have what it takes to impact this world! all my life people have called me smart, successful, beautiful, talented that i can have everything i want if i just strive hard enough 'cause that's what america is all about!! so i want to be a supermodel. that is my dream now. I feel like I was supposed to be a famous Hollywood actress like lindsay lohan or gorgeous trim supermodel like gemma ward or even a spoilt bratty socialite like paris hilton... it's so depressing, i feel that I'm a star trapped in a fat woman's body.

I intend to go to prague in czech republic under the guise of a Tesol teacher, and from there i intend to build up my base of contacts for modelling, in milan (i'm half-italian, half jewww). So before I go, I want to lose some weight... but everything i've tried has failed! i really love food... so what do I do?

supermodel to be,
Ania A Shapiro