Help...i need your suggestions please....

i red all of your stories and i'd really need to tell you mine..but it's quite difficult..cause i don't have a real story..that's just probably and illusion ..i hope that u'll be able to tell my your opinions..about it..

i spent 3magical weeks in u.s.a. cali, last month..i lived in a college with the other italians and foreign friends i knew there..but not only those..
there where many leaders,from the many countries of many european groups came there...and american leaders too..and on eof those ..a boy.......
we started knowing each other after about a week since the day i arrived in the college..i met him before yeah..but we started talking about our lifes later..during a dance -night for welcoming..

we spoke for about 1 and half..it's been awesome..cause i finally knew he loves music,so singing and playing as i do,and is a teacher of english,loves travelling and he is a nice boy too..i mean he seems not to be a jerk.....

i coulnd't realize i met him..cause i almost escaped from italy for a while ...for my ex boyfriend..i was very disappointed on him..

i 'm 18 now and he is 25 years old..from the south..
i though he was so special..and i'm still thinking about him..
we decided to sing together so,i asked him to learn an italian romantic love-song (he probably understood the sense)..and he gave me some lyrics i was looking for..after some days we found playing with his guitar and me singing..together that song....before leaving..he had to leave the college for somedays for a trip while i would have had to come back home..and we had to say goodbye early..too early..

the night we sang was that last night i could stay with him..and before singing there was a karaoke night they (leaders) organized for me(i sing here in italy)
he spent all his time next to me..too lovely..looking for the songs i could sing in front of everyone...O.o''
but the important thing was that he was there..not so far as he is now..
while i was choosing the song..he wrote to me nice words like'i pray u won't forget me..''live like there is not tomorrow..love like there is not tomorrow..''please let's keep in touch wherever you might go..' and i red it when i was already in bed..

i really felt like i was in love..and im still doing it..(silly girl)

the last minute he could stay there..so before he left the college,he gave me one of his shirts...i'm using it as my sleeping shirt !!
I'm probably just crazy...but everytime i look forward the next time i 'll chat with him..
i think he knows and has always known i like him a lot..i gave him a card for his b'day (that's exactly one month before mine)
so we 've been keeping in touch for real..sending emails..and chat..
almost every day.. i'd love to have him here..but even if because of him now i love u.s.a. a bit more i already wanted to go study abroad....i reaaally dunno what to do..
i have some special tickets for flights and i'm seriously thinking to use them someways..going there..in the country he lives in..in xmas..

what do u think about this...about my situation..and (i'm sorry^^'')my story...

i have to say we have never been TOGETHER
we only could talk a lot...before and now in chat..
he asked me for drawing a tattoo he wants to get on is body..and i asked him for a little place in his house if i eventually came there..he said yes..

c'mon i'm such a writer or like that^^''''' so sorry and really thank u tons if u could read all of this..!
but PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR OPINIONS..I REALY NEED THEM...TO KNOW HOW TO ACT.. HOW TO THINK..
I CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM THIS IS THE TRUTH and as has happened many times i've no problems in staying awake al night long to talk with him..like for8hours the first times we were talking...i was not on age when we met..anyway..now i am 18..will it cahnge anything??
i don't really know how are like the american and southern guys..so i REALLY NEED YOUR HELP..! please tell me ..
g'night girls...i realy have to thank u tons if u could read alllll of this...
giulia

You are in love!

You are in love, aren't you? and isn't that wonderful?
Ask him about Christmas - he did say you could stay there.Are you afraid he may not feel the same way? He is a little older than you, but hey, guys are never as mature as girls anyway. He sounds like a real gentleman - he has never taken advantage of you, and seems to have some kind of feeling for you. Whether it works out long term or not, is in the lap of the Gods.
So, do you arrange to go at Christmas and find out? Or do you stay home, and regret not taking a risk? He may need more time, before he decides whether a long distance relationship will work, or not. He's probably worrying about the same things as you.
I don't know what American guys are like, because I am British - what is important, is what is HE like?

You must protect yourself a bit, though. For all we know, he may have lots of girlfriends, and be a charmer, so, if you are thinking of sleeping with him, there is always the risk that he may sleep with you, and then leave you - this could happen with any guy, and is, unfortunately, a risk we all take at some point in our adult lives
Finally, no one knows how to act or think when they are in love! Nothing makes sense, we don't sleep, can't stop thinking about the other one, can't eat.
See what he says about Christmas. If he says 'yes', then go - but don't be too anxious to sleep with him, make him wait. Guys love a little mystique, the thrill of the chase.
Good luck!