Leave him darling!
honey, in your situation it is quite obviouos that your man has absolutely no trust in you at all, if he's checking up on you, thinks you are cheating etc. now as much as you may like him you cannot have fuffilling loving relationship without trust, it just won't work, he'll be paranoid all the time and jealous and you will spend all your time having to explain and defend yourself, this will not make for a happy relationship. then there is the other issue of him hitting you, that is completely unacceptable, and so is his attitude about women, what era is he from? in todays society women and men are equal he has no right to treat you like that and if you lost a baby because of the way he was pushing you around then he obviously does not care or respect for you. please leave him darling, unfortunately in most experiences men do not change, so don't sit around waiting for your man to change, because he won't, his attitude is all wrong and you'll just end up back in the same abusive relationship. he's not worth it, go out and find yourslef a gorgeous guy who will treat you right, because you deserve much more than the animal you are with at the moment.
good luck darling
x x x
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