Is he worth this?

howdy again everyone. how beith yous all?
well i duno wether any of you read my last post but im stuck. i duno what to do. recently ive been thinking about getting back together with an ex who asked me out again, i said id think about it at the time coz i wasn't sure but then i realised that i am still in love with him. i tried talking to him about it next time i saw him and he denied ever asking me out but was being all over me. i text him bout it and inally rang him and asked him out, he said he didn't no weva he wanted to be with me and next time i saw him he was acting really wierd being all over other girls when he knew i was watching. y is he doing this? its like hes trying ot make me jealous but why when he said he didn't know whether he wanted me? we also always have had a kinda love hate relationship, you know, insulting/ teasing each other but now becasue of the way hes acting being lovely to all other girls and horrible to me it feels like he means it, or am i just taking stuff the wrong way, coz he knows it gets my attention?
last time i saw him he was acting the same way and i was really tired and got really upset and burst into tears afterwards, sometimes i hate his guts and just wana slap him but mostly i just want him really bad. i was really hurt last time i saw him and swore to myself i wouldn't contact him again as he obviously wasn't interested but then i was thinking about it and think maybe i overreacted and just took stuff the wrong way? what do you think? is he trying in a really wierd way to get my attention? or is he just not interested? i duno why but it doesn't seem to matter how mush he hurts me i always wana give him another chance, am i crazy to do this? please reply, v upset and down about this at the moment.
thank you
sorry its another long post.lol
love to you all
x x x

Hey darls...

its all about power....and he knows he has it over you...ok heres a thought... the ones we have a love/hate relationship with-they are not keepers-they are what we have fun with for a short while and we never never let them break our hearts....i should know i married one who should only have ever been a 3 mopnth challenge at most!! maybe one day he might grow up a bit more and then be worth your time but for now dont go wishing more into it than what there is coz you are the one who will be hurt...dont confuse love and lust-they can be hard to tell apart...but love shouldnt hurt-at least not this much!! so yes he is doing to get your attention...and the attention of any other girl he fancies...dont take it personally - power can be intoxicating!! lol so smile and keep on walking...dont let him hold this power over you - jump up and down and scream later if you must but dont let him see it getting to you !!! hey hows the search for a quiet vibrator going?? good luck xx

Not going well. . .

thanx for the advice about the ex problemo, yeah, think ur rite, was talking to him on msn last nite and he was just being a complete prat, never bin so turned off in my life, so all is okay there 4 the mo. search for quiet vibrator not going great, have had a look at a few on the net and in like anne summers etc but have so far failed to find cum1 over 18 to get one for me, am working on it tho! x

Hi

glad to hear youre not crying over him!! keep looking in the most unlikely places for a vibrator...i dont know what stores you have there but a chemist warehouse type of thing usually has them and they dont seem to mind who buys them-just tell them its to massage your feet if they ask silly questions!! im not kidding about buying mine in the post office-there i am in the queue...what will i have ...stamps-check....envelopes-c heck....a new pen -check...a vibrator-check!!!!???? so i just added it to my bills to pay and stuff to buy lol !!