Have i messed up?
I was seeing a guy who I love for 6 months but he split with me tonight because he felt that I couldn't be honest with him.
The first few months were great then he started asking about my past relationships which I don't like talking about as I am not proud of a lot of what I have done, but alot of it was down to feeling a bit lonely as I had moved from home when I was 17 to a big city and didn't have many people I could talk to.
He went into depth about various sexual history of mine, asking questions and that made me feel uncomfortable, also I find it hard to talk about things, it takes me a while to get out what I want to say, and I hate upset.
He was the best thing that happened to me and I was scared that the truth would make him not want to be with me, so when he asked me about certain things, I wasn't 100% honest as I was scared at what he would think.
I felt he asked in too much detail about personal things and I freaked, but at the same time I realise I should have just been honest, but now I have lost him.
I have done things relationship wise previously that I deeply regret but I trully love him and didn't mean to hurt him, I was just scared that he would not like me for my past.
He says that he is too fucked up as I have lied to him and he thinks that because I have previously cheated that I would do that to him, but I cheated previously because I was feeling used and not loved, but I felt loved by him.
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