So confused with how i feel i dont know how i feel anymore...
Ive been in a relationship for 4 years and we have a 7month old baby together, however we now have no sex life and i have no intrest in being close with him, i cring when he kisses me and dont want to be near him. i noticed it just before i fell pregnant and now its so bad, he has said its affecting him us not having a sex life and he misses us being close, but no mater how hard i try i jus am not attracted to him anymore, i tried to leave a few months ago but after a few hours i was back home thinking i made a massive mistake. but there is no escaping the face i want excitment and romance in my life and i just dont have that anymore. I so want it to work for my daugthers sake i know how hard it is to grow up with ur parents apart and thats not wot i wanted for her. I have also found i have feelings for someone else. someone i have known for around 5 years, there has always been a spark but timing was never right as one of us was always in relationship, but we ofter talk and spend hours together if we c each other out. nothing has happened but i feel so much for him now. and i think if i really loved my bf and wanted it 2 work i wouldnt find myself thinking about another man. I just dont know what to do, i look at couples who enjoy spending time together and i have no intrest in doing anything with him. I feel so horrible i just dont know what to do.
Please help i need some outside advise.... Thanks x
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