I feel so depressed

hi,
well the problem is that im really really skinny i weigh 6 stone and everyone thinks im anerexic and belemic but im not and this really bother me i hate the way i look so so much and i even go to doctors and nutritionist but they cant find out why i cant put any weight on iv been like this since i was like 7 years old and im soo fed up with it now im so depressed out it i just cant put any weight on nothing works i have all these shakes and stuff from the doctors but they dont really work and im just so depressed about it i hate going out in public and refuse to go to partys and friends houses i never wear anything accept trousers i have attempted susicde many times but failed i just fell discusted with myslef i cant even look in the miror i hate it so much i just want to go to sleep and never wake up and hate this i feel like its holding me back so much i just want to live my life but i just cant! i refuse to go out with guys and just turn them down even if i want to go out with them so much. iv tryed every thing i dont know what else i can do thanks. x

See your gp

When you tried to commit suicide did you end up in hospital? because they really should have sorted out for you to see a professional. Go to your gp and tell them just how much this is getting you down. They should sort out for you to see someone, if you don't have much luck with your own gp ask to see another. I had therapy there's no shame in it. Good luck

I have

i have to go and see a physiologist and all that and like doctors.

We are all special in our own way x

I saw one and I found it quite helpfull. I still have self esteem problems and ive been depressed but ive not been suicidle since. I found it really helpfull to talk all about the things that bothered me, I came out of that room feeling drained emotionly, but in a good way! Its important that you like your physiologist, so if you don't get on ask to see someone else. You know there are very few women who are really happy with the way they look. Just think about how hard it is for celebs, they can't win, they get slated if they have put on weight and slated if they are looking too skinny! so its no wonder we have trouble accepting ourselves. Hope it all works out for you. check out gary go on you tube the song wonderful makes me feel good.