I have lost everythin i had
hey... im really confused and dont know what to do..
i met the a lovely man at the age of 17 and fall in love with him and now im 22 and broke up with him 2months ago for a guy that i work with and fancied for 4yrs.. what happend was that me and my partner started arguing aloot and for the past yr we werent gettin along so my our relationship was a bit distant... as im yhe last child in the family and my mother had me when she was 45yrs old, my mum and dad never showed me any love and i was left to grow up by myself really and as for my partner is a type of person and loved me alot but didnt know how to show it and that used to get me down and we had alot of arguments about it, he always said he would change but he never did... all i wanted from him to give me huge from time to time... any ways when i statred working 4yrs ago there was this guy that was giving me alot of attention but nothing never happend between us as i would never cheat anyways 2months ago i couldnt take my the argung with my parner any more so i said we should have a break... i told the guy that i really like 4 yrs at work wot was goin on and after few days of us talking to each other he told me how much he liked me and that he always wanted to be with me but because i had a bf he didnt want to tell me how he felt about me " by the way he is going out with some one for 2ys now" any ways i told him how i feel about him and decided to meet. the next day we met and just talked about how much we wanted each other and kissed.. i felt really bad as he was going out with someone at the time. anyways i left my partner of 6yrs and after few weeks he left his partner but said we shouldnt jump in a relationship and should take things slow and i said yeah fine... he is still living with his ex coz she needs to find somewhere to live first... anyways the thing is that he never makes any efforts to meet me any more or even phone me... we used to talk on the phone everynite now we harldy talk... he will only send me a txt once a day and the only time he want to meet is when i say wot is going on with us and how i cant tale the waiting nusiness anymore!!! thats once a week... i fell like im have lost everythin i had with my partner for some that cant even be botherd to meet.... i have been crying my self to sleep as im so confuesd about the actions of the new guy and he always tells me he loves me...
can some one plz tell me whats going on or what i should do...
thanks everone xxx
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