Vaginoplasty anyone had this done?

hi all

i am very new to this... but i am also very happy that there is a forum where i can express my feelings about a problem that has been bothering me for several years.
I feel very sad and unhappy the problem I am having makes me feel embarrased, ashamed and deformed.

I have never chosen to discuss the matter with friends or family do to its sensitivity. I have tried many many times with alternative methods such as pelvic floor excercises and "special" tightening oils but felt they never really worked and if the did it was only temporarily or just made things worse. When i did do pelvic floor excercises i did them very regulary until the point where my vaginal passage natrually started to go into such painful spasms that I fainted and went into hospital where i was then advised to no longer do them. The oils i use cause a burning sensation which feels so irratable afterwards and i dont feel as though they work atall.

My vagina feels very slack and loose I feel nothing during intercourse and believe i never will again I have felt this way since the age of 17 and have tried numerous alternatives including compromising positions but they havent worked.
I have lost so much confidence and self esteem I feel ruined and deformed I hate the thought of having to live the rest of my life like this. It has affected me to the point where I am thinking about it 90% of the day.

I took the courage to see my GP about the issue however I dont feel he really listened to what I was saying, he just said it was just a psychological problem and I should see a sexual therapist. I have booked with a sexual therapist because Im willing to give any thing a try.

However I know my body and I know the problem is a physical one I also believe that it has been the cause of disharmony in many of my relationships.

I have been reading up lately a lot on Vaginoplasty and would really like to have this procedure done but I cant afford it and was hoping I may be able to receive it on the NHS. Has anyone had this done? Can any one offer any advice?

I have written in to a few forums in regards to this problem but im trying to get as much advice as I possibly can please help if you can

Thanks xx