... help! guys and girls.

Hi, ive been with my new partner for a few months now, it was a long time coming and we have been basically in a relationship for alot longer, but due to how far away we were and him being married [but seperated] its taken us a long time to become 'official' We are head over heels in love and spend most of time together, we are both exceedingly happy, we have amazing sex, we laugh, we cry, we are just like any normal couple, except i have one problem.
I cannot seem to pluck up the courage to give him head.
Now. bare in mind, i have never ever felt under confident sexually. I am a very insecure person, but always seem to be really comfortable in the bedroom. I love to give head, in fact its one of my favourite things but i have somehow managed to turn it into this huge thing.
Also, i have never felt so comfortable with someone in my life! We have even had lengthly conversations about why i cant do it, and whats going on in my head, so its not like ive even hidden it from him. I just cant seem to do it!
I think its to do with the fact that he is quite abit older than me. I have always felt like the experienced one and now suddenly i am not,m but it hasnt effected me in any other way.
Its starting to really get me down, obviously he says he doesnt mind, that he just wants to understand why im getting so upset about it. But hes a man, he loves head, as he has told me, and i love it too! And its killing me that i havent given it to him, so why do everytime i talk myself into it, i start to panic!
I just dont know what to do, and now i have turned it into such a huge deal.
Pleasse help!!
~Thanks
Holly.
x

stop worring

First of all stop WORRING !!!!!all men love a ... and what they love even more is someone enjoying thereselves while they do it ,thats a huge turn on .My advice to u is to just go for it but whilst you are doing it ask him if he likes what u are doin and how would he like you to do it .You will be able to tell if he is enjoying it by his breathing and sounds hes making ,you know how to do it ,its not like it your first time and whos more expperinced makes no difference ,its about the two of you connecting and enjoying each other,sex with someone you love is much better than casual sex.Im sure he will love it ,give him the best one hes ever had and let him know your enjoying it look into his eyes whilst your doing it,plenty of moaning and groaning will do the trick.Trust me that will really turn him on .If you need any tips just ask I love givin ... and Im very good at it now lol even if I do say so myself Good Luck hun keep me posted