I need help i cant get over my ex
I need help and advice. I have been on and off with my boyfriend for about 2/3 years and we have always been the best of friends! even though its always been long distance. Me living in London him up North. We split up last year because i wanted to be on my own to finish uni / go travelling but then we got back together about 6 months later. Whilst with him i never really felt sexually attracted to him, i loved him so much, we had a great friendship group (that we all grew up with) and had so much fun it was hard to believe. I had a Breast Enlargement booked for November and he promised he would come and look after me, he called me a week before and said he couldnt and broke it off with me! I couldnt believe it, i had always had (without being arrogant) the say in the relationship and i never in a million years thought he would finish it, especially as last year he was in pieces over me finishing it!
Since the break up i have heard he has been getting naughty with girls at uni and i have the odd message but its never him starting it, its me! The rejection is killing me and i hate it because if i had him now i probs wouldnt want him but i feel so low somedays that he doesnt want me anymore....when we were so close!
To top it off, his best friend is seeing my best friend so im constantly reminded! its torture! What can i do to get over this! Xmas is going to be hard because we live down the road from each other? I hate that he doesnt want me and he keeps saying 'hes coping because he has been through it before' is he punishing me?
Help me its driving me insane, do i want him or is it because i cant handle rejection?
Thanks to any advice xxxxxxx
Vix
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