Should i contact someone who meant a lot ?
Someone I greatly cared for, for a long time when I was younger I've managed to get back in touch with. But I don't see him often and I don't think he could even begin to care for me in that way in the time that's left. And he's moving at the end of this year. And I'm so busy, I want to find time to reminisce with him and to talk to him, get close again, I don't know if I have time - time is against me and I don't know what to do ! Should I talk to him and make some good bonds? Even if it's as a friend?
I'd love more than anything to be with him. I don't want to just end up finding him on friends reunited!
Please help, what do I do? Do I let him go forever, when he will sure find someone else, or do I become close to him and make the effort to push myself? I'm quite shy - not usually but only round him. But I don't want to get in the way of his fate, his future.
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