Just a lil girly support wld b great girls!

hi everyone-
im new to this whole forum thing, but felt like maybe if i poured my heart out to strangers it might help somehow..?lol
guess everyone has been heartbroken, just feels like im the only one at the moment..ive never really been that lucky in love.. seem to attract the wrong kind of men..but there was one..who was my friend who somehow managed to charm the pants off me and from there things went further between us..it never really went anywhere and i wouldnt exactly say we were a couple but i really fell for him.. he was just charming. To be honest i started to get jealous when he wld flirt with other girls, mainly cos i dindt know where i stood..but cos he could woo any girl..i don't believe he always told me the truth about texting other girls or where he was..guess ill never know?! towards the end we would just meet up for sex, and i didnt care because i felt like for a bit he wanted me, he even told me as long as it was a secret between us it was fine... i knew things werent going to go anywhere but i still didnt care, when i think about it logically he isnt even that nice to me! its all on his terms 24.7..the last time i saw him he told me he would 'text me later..' - (the most obvious line that should ring doorbells..) but he never did! i think that he is seeing someone he has fancied for a while and its breaking my heart to think about him being with another girl- is she better than me/prettier/thinner? i work as a model so i guess most people judge me on my looks, a girl said to me once- 'oh my god your so pretty your life must be perfect..your so lucky'- thats the thing looks only get you so far, its lost me alot of friends and now the one guy i really fell for, who pretty much took me for a ride and got what he wanted then f*cked off! at the moment im really depresed,and so self conscience.. i find hes the only thing i ever think about- i create situations in my head..and just feel upset and let down constantly.. i keep most feelings to myself, as i find it hard to trust people..and its eating away at me.. theres only so many haircuts and manicures you can have to make yourself feel better..and people saying oh ull get over it doesnt help either!! i would just really appreciate some advice girlies!! im sorry to have written an essay...im just so upset xxxx

Heyy so this man had sex with you then f**cked off am i right? And now hes with someelse am i getting the story right? xx

Yep

pretty much yep x

Awwwhh(N) there is nothing worse than wen men just ue u for one thing then leave because us stupid females fall for it and end up liking them and get hurt. They aint worth it at all babe you will find someone who doesn't just want you for one thing who will treat you like a princess you need to find some one who will make u happy xx

Agreed

Move on hun, the guy treated you like trash.

A man needs to treat you with respect and should be interested in more than your body. I Hope you find a nice dude- he'll probably turn up when you stop looking!!

PS: Don't try and sneakly keep looking and pretend your not, it doesn't work lol.

Hugs.