Affair with my soon 2 be married boss that just had a baby

i've been seeing a boss of mine from work i knew he had a girlfriend (that he will be marring in november) but i have fancied him for over 4yrs but i was in a relationship so i didnt tell him.
ow this affair started was at the christmas party we got off with each other (kissing and groping) but left it as that, i didnt see him for 4months because we work in different departments in a massive organisation. when we did meet up he was flirting all over me and asked me out 4 a drink, i could help myself from saying yes. we meet regularly for drinks and sex.

The thing is i just recently broke up will him because his girlfriend just had a baby and i couldn't bare to continue because it isn't fare on her coz i would be going crazy if it was me.

i asked him if he loved her and he told me that he does love her but dnt believe him because he wouldn't be calling me and trying to meet up with me everyday if he did.

I feel ill and i miss him so much its unbearable i want him 4 myself but would never tell him 2 leave her and its clear he wants me 2 its in his eyes and the way he kisses me and holds my hands it evident.

Ladies tell me what u think!

How am i gonna get of my dream man!!!! he keeps saying that i should have told him years ago that i liked him then maybe things would be different 2 day! i think he implying that it could have been me that gave birth instead of her and getting married 2 him.

give me advice on what 2 do???

Walk away now

You need to seriously re think this situation, this poor girl has just had a baby and is marrying this man if she ever finds out it will break her heart, personally i think she should find out before the wedding but that is nothing to do with you. You need to realise this guy is a total slime ball and is just after a quick fling / casual sex with you, stop becoming emotionally involved and why the hell do you want him anyway??? move on, it will be hard but do it for your own sake!!