I hate womens who steal other womens the husband!!

I am livig in Germany for 30 years. I met my husband in England. He is also British. He was asked to work in Germany so I had to move to Germany.

I am so unhappy in Germany. The people are not very kind and they are rather aggressiv. Unfortunately my husbad had sex with an other woman.

I feel so bad. My husband has no sex with me for many years now. But he had sex with a German woman, about 30 years younger than me.

I am rather fat, because I am so frustrated and she is very thin. It is so unfair. With this woman my husbad has sex, but he does not tough my any more.

Meanwhile, I rather seldome speak English. Do you mean my English is still good enough for going back to England?

Advice

Why do you stay with him, if he hasn't made you feel as though you should be desired and like a women why stay. your english is not bad why not go back to england and start over and in starting over you won't feel as though you need to eat to make yourself feel better. And size does not matter if someone truly loves you they will love you at any size and there are plenty of men out there that love rounder women you just have to build up your confidence and start feeling good about yourself.