I hate my self...

Hi...
A wo just wonderin whether ne one cud elp but not be mean...i kno wot a done is wrong coz am still hurting from it...
A wo in a relationship for 3yrs...we had a little girl together and wo due to get married...our relationship wo amazing when we first started art...thn he started getting really controling etc..i ended up cheating on him with a man hu wo 24yrs older thn me....i hate myself for it i still love him and wont my ex bk...but a kno i cnt...thn a met this lad at my new job wo seeing him thn he tolded me he loved me so i cheated on him again with another bloke 20yrs older than me and thn last week a slept wi my ex of 3yrs again...alot of ya may think am a slag but am not at all i think am lost wi my own head n dnt kno wot a wont please help if ne1 else in same sorta prbs please write bk...xoxoxox

"i hate my self..."

checking in again to see how you are feeling. This week hope you are feeling better.

I hate my self..."

I agree I think you have self esteem issues and you should maybe go speak with someone who could help you with this. If you so easliy give your self to other men when you claim to love this person then how it is going to be when or if he takes you back.

"i hate my self...""

how you feeling hope you are feeling better and the advice you have gotten you are able to put it to ggod use. I really think you should consider some counselling so as you can start to feel better about yourself.

I hate my self...""

what have you decided to do about the situation you are in.

Omg shorty dont b naive

first off u havein a self esteem issue u felt as if the man of 3yrs wasnt doin the part of bein a man not showin u love so the first person who show u love u jump on it i dont think u were wrong for doin wat u did but u need 2 stop showin men ur weak because by you statin that u met a men who said he love u n u slept with him showed weakness rite there n i dont understand why u want ur ex bac if u said he controllin u seem confused 2 me sweetheart u had all the reason in the world 2 do wat u did cuz u werent feelin love cuz if u really love sum 1 n ur bein treated like a queen cheatin is da last thin u think bout take it fronm me im a man but hey it up 2 u if u want 2 take ur ex bac thas u but think bout wat cause u 2 cheat in the first place u need 2 find tru happiness save ur self n u will meet da rite 1 da way ur goin now ur jus goin 2 ruin ur rep holla at temptin 4 if u need more advice