The love love of my life mentally destroyed me

Well it all began when i was 14 i was only young i didnt know what a relationship was then i met the love of my life i then found otu that he was lithuaninan but he spke perfec english we was together for just over 2 years 2 months down the line he asked me to marry i said yes i was so excited. then he started asking m e for a baby i was 14 i ws so scared i didnt want one at the moment i pleaded him if he could wait a while he said no so we was trying all the time then i just couldnt get pregnant i dont know why. he kept asking me if i was and i kept saying no then he would tell em i was too fat ( i was a size 8)! but i believed him so i started making myself sick. we started to argue alot and then thats when the abuse started he would always apoligize then i had enough of it one day because it was getting nearly everyday and i had been in hospital 4 times through this then we had another row i said i want to stop the sex for a while as it was making me ill as i was loosing too much weight then one night i come home and he was just sitting there angry and i didnt know why. he never let me out he even pulled me out of school as he didnt want anyone near me he was so angry i asked him what was wrong and he just started pushing me it got worse and i refused to sleep with so he raped me to this day it haunts me i didnt know what to do at first and i told my sister and she phoned the police he was charged for rape, abuse, and underage sex i am now tryin to move on i am in counciling daily sessions and on medication. i just hope there is some strong girls out there. the moment he hits you walk away please you dont understand how much me and my family have gone through.