I have found love
It has been a while since I signed onto this site, but have never posted before  What a sweet idea this particular forum is 
If there is a prize for poor decision making I have won it I suppose. I have had a string of bad relationships all with the wrong people and in recent years feared that I had messed up my life and would never get to be a mother  It was so hard to consider balance that aspiration with trying to make a career. I have had maternal urges ever since I was a girl and have seen most of my friends become parents... and when I discussed my unhappiness with my mother she was kind enough to tell me that I was an embarrassment and to remind me how stupid I am, because of the way my ex boyfriends treated me. There is no pleasing some parents 
But now I am with the love of my life, it does not matter that he is so much younger to the extent where it is an age difference out of the common way, we are made for each other, I would do anything for him and he loves me absolutely. I have known him since he was little and always loved everything about him. He is a boy who is the most beautiful in the world and a constant delight to be with and to know. He is not just great looking, but has a heart of gold and is one of the cleverest people I know. We have all interests in common. To look into his eyes makes me melt. His face is a joy to see. I was his teacher and he was my all time favourite student, and we have always had a special bond. I also taught him to play the piano, swim and ride horses, he is a splendid and intelligent pupil in everything. I have often wondered why other men I have known couldn't be like him. He has been an inexpressible comfort to me at times. He truly has an insight beyond his years and has actually helped me to see things more clearly. An incident comes to mind; once he made me see how foolish I was to worry about stereotypically jewish things about me such as my nose, height etc. and how other people might perceive it. He then laid his arm on my shoulder and said in that frank way that is so characteristic of him that I am the most beautiful person he knows.  I am on top of the world now that he is old enough that we are engaged, his mother agrees that it is the best thing that could happen and she is exactly the kind of grandmother I would want my daughter to have, considerably more so than my own mother... She knows that I have the perspicacity and integrity to recognise how great her son is, even though there are certain idiots who have failed to see it. I was crying with happiness after I had posed the question and could not stop hugging him. And now that I am pregnant we will finally be getting a family of my own soon enough. It looks dreams can come true.
I was wondering if anyone else has any experience of age differences in relationships? It is a matter of no significance for us since we have everything in common anyway. My mum has exhibited strangely mixed views in the past about the idea of my falling for someone different  I hardly know how to characterise it. But even though it is clear now that I won't be marrying a jewish boy and I really think she approves of him 
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