Suggestions please re. bring watched

Hi everyone

I posted sometime ago that I had an urge to be watched whilst I masterbated (I'm male by the way) and wondered if this was 'normal'. Had some great responses back that reassured me that it was a normal urge (this is a great forum for grown up chat) but that left me with a bit of an issue.

Basically now I do want to be watched either on webcam or preferably face to face but how would I go about that? Does anyone here know of sites where I could chat to people about that or indeed does anyone know someone who'd like to watch? I'd like to stear clear or voyeur sites as I'd prefer to have had a chat with the person watching me and make it a more ongoing arrangement.

Sorry if this sounds 'pervy' I'm really trying for it not to be.

Martin