About my sexual style, ladies i need your help
So the thing is, I have a different taste for sex...many will find it weird, I don't know how it did develop, but I have it from when I was a little kid.
To not jump quickly to any conclusions I start with saying that I love very much the females, their bodies(most of the parts   I'm obsessed by ... hips,ass...
So basically, I don't like penetration,I could say I don't like pussy...I've always been more into the shapes of a woman...big ass, big ... big hips...and not their thing between their legs...
The most interesting thing is that during a "physical" with a girl I would like her to do all the active bits, the kissing, the holding, lapsitting on her...stuff like that...all positions in witch she supports the weight (I'm not heavy ).I like it in a very sensual way, I'm very erotic, I don't like anything harsh, dirty, vulgar....And when you think about it, basically I would like her to do me what usually a guy does to a girl, but I'm far away from being gay, I'm disgusted by any contact with a man, i don't understand gay people....I like very much the females, their feminity, their caressing attitude, their loving...I would like them to hold me, caress me, touch me in intimate places, kiss me in every inch of my body;I would like some kind of sex that lesbians do...I like that very mutch ; and I can't explain it, I had a normal childhood,my mother was alright, I didn't have traumas...I'm 26 years old, I'm an construction engineer, I like things that guys like, motorsports, technical stuff...
I may be a little effeminate by my look, but I'm far from acting womanish...
I like girls with large hips(it turns me on to have much larger hips than me ..), big boobs, curvy, healthy kind of look(not fat though)...big robust feminine shapes...I don't like the skinny ones, don't like to feel bones, I like a lot of meat if u know what I mean
I like playing in bed. I like playing with our bodies, she playing with me, fondle me in every places, checking my bum out , don't know if I'm into strap used on me (though i became addicted to watch strapon porn on net  ) , but a little fingering will do.
I also like to caress her, I'm very tender, what she does on me I will do on her...but I'm not a big fan of "pussy"
The thing is,in the few times where I've been "physical" with a girl only once I got to the "sexual intercourse" part, and....I had trouble, i couldn't get it up, I played all kind of reasons...though eventually I did the penetration. I never said anybody about this "fetish" that I have. All the others relations with girls where kind of superficial and physical were a bit like fooling around, but never got to the things I want.I was sure the girls weren't into this and I couldn't make them "satisfy" me.
So this is about it, largely describing what I want.
I wanted to say this because I wanted some feedback from the girls...what do they think about this.
Are there any girls that could comply into this? Because I'm really having a hard time with it, most of it also because I'm not really outgoing to say what I want, scared that people could look at me as a freak...
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