3somes

hi! well lets start...my biggest turn on is to c my bf with another woman!....is really weird cause i am deffo the jelous type there is no way i would be able to go thru with it...but my biggest fantasy is to c my bf going down to another lady,kiss her everywhere....even when me and him r having sex to get turn on i got to close my eyes and think of him and some1 else do it! is never any1 famous just some1 that i saw in different common places like tha pub or shops....is this normal? even when i play with myself and toy i got to lay down and think of him and any1 else apart from me! i dont think i will never be able to go thru a 3 somes but i want it soooooooooo much is unveliveble!!!!
i really will love soooooooo much c him going down to some1 else...not really the penetration...just anythigh up to....am i the only 1 out there or some else like me? should i go thru with the 3somes? i am sure he wouldnt mind.....xxx