"My thoughts exactly!" Posted by hollyjune 30 August at 00:26
I'm booked in for September 6, Saturday morning. After 16 years of thinking about this, it all seems to have happened so fast. Nervous, excited, terrified, aghast, shocked, excited, appalled, horrified, excited ... No matter what feelings of terror keep cropping up, I still can't imagine not going ahead with it, as though it's always been there waiting for me.
After all the time I spent reading up on risks and complications and all the horror stories, now it's a week away I've decided just to read positive things, because my mind is made up anyway - why spend the following week feeling anything other than upbeat? (Mixed with terror and nerves, of course ...)
Good luck, tracy2210. I remember (last week!) saying the same thing as soon as I'd made the appointment - "OH MY GOD!" The woman on the phone just laughed and said "I know!"
xx
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