Hi girls, thought I would write to share my bit of anxiety today. Have been vigilantly charting my temps and bding at the right time etc, and I had a dip in temp yesterday on 8dpo cd26 and then spotting when I wiped today, my temp went up a bit higher today!! (very similar to the implantation bleeds I had before!) ahh feel really nervous as I know I will be so excited if I get my bfp on tues but the other part of me is terrified of going through miscarraige again (had two already) and the whole painful trauma that comes with it. Its so hard as i want this so much but it also scares the bejeebers out of me too starting to feel a bit preoccupied and having the early morning wake up which I end up feeling exhausted about, This will be our last chance to ttc for a while as we are relocating and i will have to move jobs in the summer if this one doesnt stick NO PRESSURE THEN!!! sorry to go on how are you all doing?, enjoying looking at the April club this evening, come on girls!!

hope everyone is ok rach xxxx

im excited and scared for you. i cant imagine what you are going through. just get excited for the bfp first and then once you get it take each day one step at a time, dont work yourself up.
im sure its easier said than done xxx

hi
well i really do hope you get your bfp,this time ohhh i wish you all the luck in the world
linzi xx

don't be scared to get excited. IT IS exciting time. And if mc happens again (I HOPE NOT!!!!) than you'll have to deal with it when it comes to it. Stay positive, stop and enjoy. I've never got or seen BFP, but I bet it is overjoing experience. It would be shame to have it spoilt by negative thoughts or experience.
Fingers tightly crossed for you. xxx Third time lucky.

its hard not to get excited with that.

i can totally understand why ur nervous too. i've never had a m/c but i know women who have went on to have successful PGs after m/c. good luck for tues

tc, gail xx

you are all very wise, and right that its ok to get excited and hopefully 3rd time lucky, this time as i have made loads of diet changes, totally zero caffiene and no aspartame (in low sugar prodcts which is qute toxic and I read an artical about it having links to miscarraige as it turns to formaldehie in the body!!) I also have lost half a stone since the last time and feel pretty fit so i will try and be positive, Thanks again, fingers crossed for all of us this month xxxx baby dust all round xx

ps will post after tues if I am brave enough to test!!