Here I am. Missed last month's IUI due some refurbrishement at the clinic.
So finally a month pa.............

Past 3 days I've been feeling the same. (.)(.) still quite sore (which would be quite normal before af),pulling pain in right side of my abdomen (I would swear it's ovary), creamy cm - a lot of it (I can not work out if I have it every month bfore af or not, just don't know), headaches (would be understandable as I can't sleep).
I'm slightly concerned about the pain in my right side of abdomen. Every single time I stand up it feels like if someone stabbed me there. Other times it feels like if someone was pulling my right ovary. I've heart that if pregnyl taken regullary, it could cause some problems with ovaries. I better ask about it when I go to clinic next time. At first I thought that it's all in my head and I'm making it up, but now I know it's real. It can be unconfrtably painfull. So I'll have to investigate just in case.
Oooo, and I eat and eat and eat. Yesterday full jar of pickled onions. (don't think it was a pregnancy craving thou, as I do love them especcially if nervous, so not much of a symptom, lol lol)

Today I've been getting panick attacks. It's beacause I've started having af like cramps, bloated tummy, very sore (.)(.) and been feeling wet down there. Kept running to the loo to check if she has arrived. Although I know it's too early, she shoud come in about 4 - 5 days, but still, I just feel like she is comming any second.
I feel down a bit. It feels like if you've been for an important exam, but you know you haven't done very well and expect bad result. Maby hoping for a miracle, but deep down you know you've failed. And you don't want to repeat the test!!!
That stabbing and pulling painn in my right ovary seems to be gone, it just gives me constant burning sensation, which is not too bad.

Went to work this morn. feeling some sensation in my abdomen. I even thought that something could be happening. It was unusual and not unpleasant at all. But after about an hour af arrived. No pain, no warning. Even now I don't feel any af like cramps or anything. Just bleeding. Af came sooo soon and unexpectedly, she was supposed to come 2 - 3 days later. Normally my luth.ph. is regullar 13 - 14 days. Which could only mean that I probably ovulated before IUI. I don't know, and will never find out now. But I was really shocked. She spoiled my day a big time!!!
I don't want to go through IUI again. I'm so upset. On Tuesday is our first IVF appointment. I can not believe that we are going for IVF appointment, can not believe it.
Anyway, one more IUI to go. Having second thoughts though. Is it all worth it?!?!?!?!