well, I have a doctors appointment booked for monday morning- I have been having irregular cycles since stopping the pill last september (last cycle was 47 days!) so i have had several blood tests. last blood test was Day 3 and the appointment is to look at the results- I am feeling very anxious about it! Plus the nurse that took the bloods wasnt sure what it was getting tested for! so hoping that i will get the correct tests back! I am very very lonely though- nobody knows that we are having test and i feel I have no-one to talk to (apart form DH).
sorry- just moaning and feeling sorry for myself- I should be grateful for what i do have!

baby dust to all

Ren X

m8 this website is the best place to av a good old moan....i avnt told anyone that we're even trying! its been over a year...i avnt got anyone to talk to either.... its so important to me, im well readyfor it to happen.

keep moaning an dont feel all sorry for yourself.... take care!

This ttc lark is a bit of a lonely buisness sometimes, cos unless people are going through the same thing they dont really understand how you feel and how important having a child is to you. Thats the gr8 thing about this site, everyone can understand where your coming from.

Im having my blood tests done at the mo and get my results next thurs to see if ive ov. ive been trying about 15mths now with no luck but i concieved my son whilst on the pill!Sods law. Never mind ive got to tell myself that it will happen, and in one way since my gp sent me for these tests ive been completely calm and have put the whole ttc lark out of my mind until i find out whats going on, hopefully its nothing too serious and its just cos im stressed or me and dp arent "getting it on" enough. Ah well might know more next thurs.

Take care and if you feel the need to moan, go ahead!