Ignore me girls, just need to let off a bit of steam.....

Just keep asking myself the same question really, why do some people get it all handed to them on a flippin plate and others have such a difficult time of it!! AND to top it off the people that get things easy, seem to rub it in your face! What's all that about! I'm really struggling at the mo - one friend has just had her beautiful baby (I was 4 wks behind her) and my other friend is 13 wks pg so it's all baby talk at the mo which is lovely but really hard - I would've been due at the end of this month so think it's getting to me and some people just don't know when to shut up! To top it off, my DS asked if I have a baby in my tummy but I kept it together and said it was just fat and then we went to see my friend's newborn just now and he said it again - you could see the tears in one of my friend's eyes and mine went a bit glassy too - its completely innocent but soooo painful. I normally try and think really positive - i.e. everything happens for a reason etc etc, but it's starting to wear a bit thin now!

Sorry, rant over. I know there are people worse off than me but EVERYTHING I want is always such flippin hard work and I'm getting a bit tired of it all now! Fed up with doing a dead-end boring job which I hate, fed up with constantly arguing with DH about doing the house up and him taking yonks to do anything, am fed up with us wanting different things, am fed up with always having to watch our money and am fed up with constantly struggling with my weight!

Sorry, rant is really over now! That feels a bit better.

Thanks girls. Hope you're all well.
Bea x

hiya love dont worry best thing to do is rat on ere and get it all out plus were all in same boat hope things get better and u have lots of baby dust coming ur way xxx