Feeling the pressure now...

Sorry - just needed to post something as I promised myself I wouldn't get fixated on this yet, especially seeing as it's only my 1st month ttc again but I'm so anxious about it all.

Think I'm on CD25 and no idea how long cycle will be but I'm absolutely terrified I'll get af, am already checking constantly, and today with a few wee feelings in my tummy I'm even more nervous.

I'm not sure if I'm doing the right thing now (ttc that is) - maybe it's too soon after a m/c (3mnths now)?

How do you cope when you don't even know when to expect af?

I know in comparison to others I've no cause for complaint in terms of how long I've been ttc this time but I'm already finding this all really tough.

Why is being a girl so damn hard?

sticky bfps to all.
x

I completely know who you feel..

I miscarried a couple of weeks ago, first pregnancy, 5th month of tcc - nothing compared to some but I' sure that having a baby means as much to all of us or we would not be here!

I'm trying to chill, although its not easy (and enjoying the baby making practice!)

I think its hard because conception is the only thing (that I can think of) in life that you cannot control, everything else you decide to do, then go out and do it...this is the one thing that is in the hands of nature and I guess we have to just hope that nature will be kind to us and it will be our month soon!

Rachel x

(((((((((hug))))))))

I think you deserve a hug hon. I know what you mean about TTC after a m/c, its sooo difficult and you become obsessed with it. I can honestly say the best thing is to try and forget about it and take up a hobby or something to get your mind off it. If you're like me you'll always have one eye on CD/CM etc etc but something else to concentrate on deffo helps you go less insane!

Best of luck. Hope this mth is your mth.

Take care, Bea x

Thanks girls

and thank you for the hug - really needed one.

I know that obsessing isn't good for you, like I said - been there and done that - maybe you're right Bea about doing something to take my mind off it.

It still amazes me how many poor girls there are around who've experienced a m/c and are brave enough to keep trying for their dream of having a child. I'm lucky that I already have a DS and believe me they are more than worth whatever it takes to get them here.

Be lucky girls and thanks again.

x