well now im a little freaked out because the miscarriage has happened its over with but now every time i wanna go to the toilet im scared i guess its because the past few days has been doom and gloom and every time i went something happened and now it freaks me out even tho i know its gone its horrible. Im coping ok i think and im impressed the way my hubby took it he was so worried yesterday when it happened mostly about me i think his thinking was we can have another baby but it something happened to me thats it. Where were living is kinda old fashioned and its the kind of place the husband isnt allowed in the delivery room but as i lay on this scary table in this room that looked like the set of a horror movie i thought im not doing this without him and wouldnt let them even give me an injection til he was there and he had to watch the whole d and c procedure and can u believe the doc showed him the baby that he took out! i mean how horrifying is that! but he was so non plussed didnt freak him out at all hes just so calm im amazed and its actually helping me to be relaxed so far. I have down moments when i touch my tummy and realise now its empty.

awww hun i no how you feel.youll get better
linzi