Hey there, not sure how to start this but need to speak to someone who understands. I miscarried on 2nd of June this year, 1 day before I went on holiday. Was a natural miscarriage was only 6 and a half weeks pregnant. Went on holiday and had a blow out as I was so down but ever since I have came back feeling even worse. Everyone seems to think I should be okay and back to my normal self but inside I feel totally empty!

I haven't had a period yet and that is really annoying me, just want to get back to normal.

Sorry for being so down but just feel as though no one understands how much this has affected me. I can talk to my partner and friends but get the feeling they are all getting fed up now and want me to just forget it all ever happened....I can't! I am still counting weeks, thinking if it hadn't happened my baby would be....

Anyway, just want to know there are people out there with the same feelings and that I am not going off my head.

Cheers.

I am realy sorry you are going through this. I miscarried on the 11th of June one day before my 12 week scan. I know exactly how you feel although my mind delt with my m/c in a completely different way. I think I was in sock to begin with and then a week after it felt like it was a bad dread and happend ages ago. I had to be like that because my dh and my mum were really depressed and I felt like I had to be the strong one. Now thing are just comming back to me..like today I was cleaning and found the letter for my first antenatal apointment and that made me feel completely empty and lost...I dont know if it helps but you are not alone. A lot of women go through the same thing every day. It will get better with time I guess and I cant wait to be pregnant again and hopfully give birth to a healthy child.

lots of love

tania

Hey Tania, thank you so much for your reply, so nice to know that other people feel the same. I am very sorry about your miscarriage and hopefully next time we talk you and I will both be happily pregnant! Anyway, thanks again don't feel so alone anymore, and was good to actually just write everything down.

Good luck for the future.

Luv
TDoll

Thats a shame im sorry to hear that. I lost my 2nd baby to m/c one week after my wedding, was extremely crap as we had so wanted that baby. I was distraught and upset, my OH was great whilst it was happening but when it was over and done he got fed up when i was down and upset and felt we should just move on as though its so easy. At the end of the day you lost your baby and why shouldnt you be sad. All i can say is i came here whenever i had to vent as i know people here are feeling the same, and then i wasnt burdening my hubby or friends with it. Its horrid i even got an email the other day from some baby club id joined saying your 5 months pregnant, and that brought everything back to me. Maybe once your body has settled youll feel better, it was horrible being all big and bloated and then i started leaking milk it was like my body was being cruel, but once things settled i felt better and as soon as my body was ready we started trying again, and im 9weeks pregnant and got fingers crossed all the way hoping it will work out. I hope you feel better and will soon be back with good news. Good luck

Thank you for replying, so sorry to hear your bad news and a week after your wedding, that is such a nightmare. You have really helped me, you are right in saying I have lost a baby and should be upset, you have made me realise it is okay to be upset/moody/tearful, hopefully that is what will help get me thru. Once my periods come and I feel my body is normal everything will be okay.
Congrats on being pregnant wish you all the best with your pregnancy. Hopefully next time I post I will be able to say the same!
Many thanks for responding I am very grateful.

Luv
TDoll