hi girls

i m/c in april and have had a lot of support and pms helping me thru thank you.

i just wanted to write it down as i feel so low, i fell pregnant after first af i held out going to docs till i was past 8 weeks as that was when i lost last baby, i had morn sickness from day dot which eased at 9 weeks..

i went for early scan at 10 weeeks and waas told my dates all wrong and i was only 6 weeks and could e to early as could not see a heart eat and re scan this fri. mso i left hosp 4 weeks behind where i thought 2 weeks ehind mmy worrying m/c mile stone and genrally worried sick.

sat i started having a brown discharge with mild discomfort, as the days have passed and midwives just telling me to wait till scan nfri nothing else they can do i remained positive...

till today i have red blood, small clots it drips out when i wee [sorry tmi] i have real bad period pains and i feel so low. i really think this is it another baby i have lost in this cruel world. i dont know how im gonna cope at that scan on fri, or the days that follow. i know you do as i did last time but its so damn hard...

what did i do wrong , i felt so preg this tie with sickness etc i felt nothing last time, but i end up at same out come. i now ive not been told officially but some times i think yo0u just know....

thanks for listening

xxx

But don't blame yourself - you did nothing wrong. These things simply just happen and there is nothing any of us can do to prevent it.

I have also lost 2 pregnancies but (fingers crossed) this one is progressing just fine. I have been very lucky in that my hospital did tests and found my placentas were clotting too much and causing baby to die. I am now on aspirin throughout this pregnancy to prevent it happening again.

I guess what I'm trying to say is that there is light at the end of the tunnel for all of us, and it will happen for you one day very soon.

I really hope you're wrong and that everything will be OK.

Take care

Lisa x

Im sorry to hear it might be happening to you again, i know its not a nice feeling, I have also lost 2 pregnancies before this one and i know its so hard.

You didnt do anything wrong, please dont think that, i dont know why these things happen, but all i know is theres nothing you did to cause it.

I know things dont look good at the moment, but you do never know there could be a glimmer of hope. I had some spotting and bleeding in this pregnancy at 7 wks and a scan at 9 showed all was ok, other people have told me they had heavy bleeding, more than even you described and their babies were fine.

I do agree that you know your own body and instincts, but there are some happy endings to stories like this.