I have just found out im pregnant last week and I have planned to have an abortion my first appointment is 7th feb. I got pregnant whilst I was on the pill. The reasons behind the abortion is that I already have three children, I got pregnant when my partner of 10yrs was having an affair. We are not sure what is happening with our relationship never mind bringing another baby into the world.
But as soon as I found out I was pregnant I felt love for it, I really dont want to have an abortion and cant stop thinking about it as my baby,holding my baby, caring for it, my first instinct was to protect it. I cry whenever I think about it, but at the same time If me and my partner dont work things out I will be raising 4 children by myself, I dont think I can do that alone, also I suffer with depression have done for years so I am worried about how the abortion will affect my mental state.

I dont know if im going to regret the abortion for the rest of my life, I feel terrible whenever I think about it.

With my first son I planned an abortion but couldnt go through with it and I wouldnt change my descision in a million years, what if I am making the wrong decision?