hi my names el,
last thursday i had the early medical abortion because i got told by my doctor i was slowly losing the baby. I did wat i thought was best but now i feel empty and cry when ever im alone. i feel like wat i have done is wrong and im to blame for the pregenancy going wrong.
i feel alone even though i have all my fmily and my darling boyfriend who has been by my side through all this.
thank you for any one who can help me understand why i feel the way i do.
el

Hey babe your bound to...i still cry and mine happened a year ago... you just need to talk to us guys to help you through this time... im always here if u need me or would like to know anything about anything.... Ur be ok babes xxxxx

thank you so much im feeling a bit better but still feels like somethings missing you know.
i know i did it for the the right reasons, you see my gp told me that the baby had a 95% chance of having ancephaly which my mom actualy suffered and i know it would not have survived so i did do it for the right reason didn't i.
i just keep thinking wat if the doctor was wrong wat if it would of been fine after all just bit confused but at the back of my head i know the doctors were right its just me.

your message has helped me so much so has this site and all the other messages making me realise that im not lonely im not the only who sufers like this.

xxxxxxxxxx el

Hey its ok im here for anyone all they have to do is say.... if u ever need someone to talk to im here hunni xxxxxxxxxx