Now booked in for 25th Jan under general anesthetic, after a lot of thought I didn't think I could go through with it if I was awake. Some people on here think women go through this without any thought,well I can say that everything has been through my mind and as awful as it is this is the best decision for me.

Hello
I am new to this board and waiting for my consultation also on the 25th January. I have to wait two weeks for this and my life feels like it has stopped. As well like you, it has gone through my head, but the truth of it is, life would not be good for all involved and termination is my choice and best for me like you. Just to say you are not a lone. take care

i know its right for me...