i feel so like you. I was soo terrified of the dissapointment id get from my mum, but after the whole thing it didnt seem to matter. i wish id been able to talk to her through it coz i now no shed have been supportive, but its too late to change things now isnt it. I cant wait to have more children in the future, but right now im too young and i want to experience more things. its soo great to be able to talk about it to someone, coz i dont feel like my bf eva even thinks about it. Allmy friends seem to have forgotton. thankyou for being there rosie xxx

Hi every1 I thought I would share my experience and views on the abortion I had nearly 3 wks ago.

To start of with thx 2 every1 on here 4 help & support I received leading up 2 my decision.

Ok,well I had the medical method.1 pill on the wed an back in on the friday for the procedure if I can call it that.Was the worst and most terrifying experience of my life and I will never ever be having another no matter what my circumstances.

My main reasons were I had only been with my boyf who is now my ex 4 around 4months.He already has a wee 1 and is struggling to c him,afford him.So I felt that I could not go it alone especially financially.
Other reasons I had were telling family but that could have been overcome easily.

Looking back I feel like I was thinking listhen 2 other people dont do what your heart is telling u listhen 2 ur head.But I am sorry never again.I know deep down I will regret it 4 the rest of my life and it will always be in the back of mind.

I have a long way to go 2 manage 2 deal with the consequences of my actions but it has made me realise what and where I want to be in life eventually so that when another baby comes along(fingers xd) I will be able 2give it the best in life.I know love is the most important thing but there are alot of other things 2 take in2 account.

My advice to any1 going through the difficult decision I have had to make is to do whats true in your heart.Forget about every1 else,forget about family being mad. In the end they will come around 2 the idea this is what I should have thought more about instead of listhening to sum people who said itd b 2 hard 4 me 2 keep it.Nothing is 2 hard in life if you put enough love and energy into it.I guess my head was messed up at the time.Only now things have became clearer but it is 2 l8. If you really want to keep you little 1 please do so because at the end of the day the clock cannot be wound back no matter how many regrets you may come to have.

Any1 going through the same who wants to talk feel free to email me any time.

Louise x

i feel so like you. I was soo terrified of the dissapointment id get from my mum, but after the whole thing it didnt seem to matter. i wish id been able to talk to her through it coz i now no shed have been supportive, but its too late to change things now isnt it. I cant wait to have more children in the future, but right now im too young and i want to experience more things. its soo great to be able to talk about it to someone, coz i dont feel like my bf eva even thinks about it. Allmy friends seem to have forgotton. thankyou for being there rosie xxx

of sounding like some kind of dinosaur, especially to Rosie, is there any chance you would consider holding off on the sex until you are old enough to be able to cope with children, and with someone who is able to support and cherish you like you deserve?

Rosie, I read your posting, and it brought tears to my eyes. It is really tough that you are so heartbroken while so so young. It is a funny thing that one abortion often leads to another, and sometimes yet another. I dont know why this is, but when you say if you got pregnant again, you would abort again. This kind of gives me the chills. I dont know why you choose to have sex with some boy who cant even take care of himself, not to mind you or any children. No sexual experience can be worth that, or am I seriously behind the times? No. I think you need to value yourself and your body much more than you do. Sex is such a serious thing, Love is selfless, not selfish. Love wants the best for the other. Impregnation, Abortion and Abandonment - this is not Love. Dont mistake it for lust and attraction. Maybe you like how you feel when a boy is attracted to you. Yes it is flattering, but really not a reason to have sex. I dont know where your big sister is to tell you this.

Sorry for the rant. I just want better for you.
I am going to get out my furry pink slippers now and put away my knitting and make myself a nice cup of cocoa, as it is getting past my bedtime.


Siobhan