I had an abortion last tuesday 15th April. Since then i have felt very guilty and regretted the decision i made. i made a huge mistake in asking how far along my pregnancy was, and at 12 weeks 5 days i was further along than i thought. I also looked at the scan picture. Since i came home i keep looking at the development of a baby at my stage of pregnancy and feel like i made the wrong choice for selfish reasons.

To make matters worse my brothers girlfriend is also pregnant will be due around the time my baby was. I worry about how i will feel about my niece or nephew, and wonder if i will even be able to be around them.

Ultimately i feel i have made the wrong choice, as much as i may not have wanted to be pregnant i really wish i hadn't went through with the termination and really just long to still be pregnant. I'm just very confused and find myself being very upset and teary most of the time. Im not really sure what to do anymore.

A few months ago i was desideing weather to have a abortion or not to have a abortion and i came on here to seek advice,i did so and found it so helpfull so here is my advice to you...
Abortion has after affects it is just as hard afterwards as it was before, and i surgest you go to your GP and ask for counciling to get you through this difficult time,you thought thay abortion was the best option for you and it prob was we all have our reasons.
But if you donot talk to someone and get some help you will fall into a deep dark depression and this will not help you get your life back on track and talking to someone will make you a stronger person ready for your brothers arrival and make you see that you can love your brothers son or daughter and enjoy him or her and not feel like your world is crashing in around you.
Please take my advice and see your GP and if you need a chat pm me
Emmaxxxx