I had an abortion in august. I will never get over it.

Me too

I had a surgical abortion on August 17th. I am starting a 11 weel counselling program run by careconfidential next week as I am struggling with the emotional baggage and the trauma this has left me with. I hope this helps me to move on and be happy again

You will

So sorry to hear that. It can be a very painful experience but you can get through this. For a start, check out http://www.careconfidential.com/IHadAnAbortion.aspx . Also there are ladies on here who share your experience and might be able to help you, if you want to talk about it. Wish you all the best. Peace!